OUT OF THE BOX

JOURNAL ENTRY: SPRING 2004 INSPIRED BY JOHN 12: 24-25. The fires were hot and the waters were deep. Would I drown or be consumed? But I had forgotten how grace is reaped, and life in Jesus resumed. The weapons that pierce and cause us to bleed and lay us in mourning and gloom, No matter how fierce, still they cannot pierce the pain and wall of the tomb. For in that dark place, the light of His face will show mysteries before unseen. And all the bad will remain in the grave while we are raised redeemed. -Billy Long JOURNAL ENTRY: 6/30/99. INSPIRED BY JOB 29:1-6; ISAIAH 49. Held in deep contempt, and stabbed by eyes of scorn, Heart broken and rent, with dignity stripped and shorn, The honor that was meant, to others has been borne. But God's favor is not spent; why should I then mourn? He has not changed His intent nor the reason I was born! Laid aside and forgotten, no one calls for me. Bereft of my begotten, none upon my knee. But He shall lift...

"...The wall of Jerusalem is also broken down, and its gates are burned with fire." Nehemiah 1: 3 "...Will they revive the stones from the heaps of rubbish—stones that are burned?" Nehemiah 4: 2   The drama of the church is often reminiscent of those scenes from war movies in which excited new recruits march toward the front lines while being met by weary veterans limping along bandaged and bloody, carrying their wounded, and still in shock from the trauma of battle. The new recruits move forward ready to conquer the world, while battle-weary veterans groan in the pain of failure and disillusionment.   Multitudes start out in the Christian walk, everybody expects testing, they just don't expect it to be so intense and real. They expect victory without battle (naiveté and untested faith) or battle without victory (skepticism and unbelief). Untested faith and motives must inevitably face the refiners fire; and the disillusionments of time a...

Steve was a homeless fellow at Myrtle Beach when one of the hurricanes came through a few years ago. Huddled in a corner alone and frightened he cried out to the Lord for mercy and said, "Oh God, if you will bring me through this thing safely, I will get rid of my cigarettes and my false teeth!” Then having made it safely through the storm, he got rid of his false teeth and went around toothless, but hung on to his more pleasurable sins such as profanity and whoremongering. When I asked him about his logic in the matter, he told me that it is a sin to wear false teeth because the Bible warns us about things that are false. He told one of his friends, “You don’t want to be wearing false teeth when Jesus comes back. But then again, you just as well go ahead and smile and look pretty cause it will be too late then.” This story is true, and we smile at the crazy logic involved. However, the world often sees the church in this light. We often "strain at a gnat and swallow a camel...